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I make no damn sense what so ever so really don't try to understand me its useless did i spell that wrong oh well
i'm not very talented when it comes to art but i still love it i wish i was talented
i think im beautiful from head to toe even though i am over weight and covered in scars i may not be America's perfect ten but i am to myself and thats all that matters
i think everyone should laugh all day every day its good for you
i'm always defending someone or something i'm surprised i'm not in jail for all of that lol
i have wonderful friends a wonderful family a wonderful boyfriend and a future so bright i have to wear shades even at night (and i do) what more could anyone ask for
i'm bi polar so sometimes i get real upset and think the whole world is out to get me but what i have learned in my 18 years of life is that you have to look on the bright side and smile at the walls of darkness that are thrown in front of you
after all if you don't like whats happeneing change it
the only person you can change is yourself and i have changed many times and i think i have finally found a me that i love

its like i lost my child

Wed Jun 10, 2009, 12:16 PM

so my grama went to the hospital for about a month for surgery
don't worry she is fine now
my mom and my cousin got in a fight during this time
so my cousin moved far away with her mom
before she left she told us that my mom was no longer aloud to see shauntea
and she told me the same thing
since that little girl ws born she has been my inspiration and she has been keeping me going
i love her as if she is my child
and i feel like a giant piece ofmy heart was taking with her
it wa so hard to say good bye to her but i did and it huts worse than any pain i have ever felt
she is by far the greatest loss i have ever experianced
i'm not sure how well ill be able to handle this

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Mood: Agony
Listening to: maria mena- belly up
Reading: night world vol 1-l.j. smith
Watching: her pictures
Playing: with everyones heart
Eating: nothing
Drinking: water

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Current Residence: olathe kansas
deviantWEAR sizing preference: big as hell
Interests: everything
Favourite movie: moulin rouge
Favourite band or musician: rascall flatts
Favourite genre of music: country
Favourite artist: louis royo
Favourite poet or writer: edgar allen poe/ laurel k. hamilton
Favourite photographer: Michael Helms-and many others
Favourite style of art: hmmm hard to say but i suppose nude photography
MP3 player of choice: my little samsung thiongy
Wallpaper of choice: any vf walppapers
Skin of choice: white
Favourite game: oni musha
Favourite gaming platform: ps2
Favourite cartoon character: blue from fosters home for imaginary friends
Personal Quote: life always gets better even after the period of dark the sun will shine on someday
Tools of the Trade: huh penis